So it's been a while since I last did an actual update-update. As opposed to a regular update? Don't ask, I don't get it either.
BTW, you get a cookie if you read this whole dang thing. It's /long/.

Life:
Is crazy. As always. ;D
I now have a boyfriend, , who is beyond amazing. He is also a rather talented poet, so check out his gallery and give him some love. <3

Lucy, my hedgehog, is now almost completely blind. She keeps hurting her eyes and I don't know what the fudge to do. I think it's her quills, honestly, which is kind of odd since they're meant to protect her. She's a lot more docile now, which makes it interesting to say the least. She just wasn't meant to be a hedgehog...maybe a goat, but not a hedgehog. And I swear that I will beat anyone who claims that I'm being "cruel" to her.

School:
Is.....okay. Worst schedule in the world, but I'm getting by. Math, Philosophy and Geography. Philosophy has now become my arch-nemesis. Used to be math and still kind of is..but philosophy is quickly swooping in and taking that place. Oh joy.

Art:
Is kind of stagnant at the moment. I want to draw and have ideas, I just don't know where to begin or what to do. I guess I'm muse-less, kinda. It's coming back slowly, but we'll see.

Movies:
Alice in Wonderland is awesome and if you haven't seen it yet, you should. 3D is well worth the money and I want to see it again, but probably 2D just to see the difference. Anywho...that's all I have to say about that.

Random:
And something completely random...I want to write letters. Like, pen-pal or whatever it's called. Yes, I know there's e-mail and stuff, but it's not the same. If that makes sense. Okay, I'm done. Onto not-so-important stuff.

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And now an old journal thing that I did and thought it needed to be redone. The other one was all angsty and blah.

1.You are one of the funniest, craziest, most stubborn and creative people that I have ever known in my life. I love looking back on how we first met when we were kids and we couldn't stand each other and now we're like PB&J. You mess with one, you mess with the other sort of deal. I know you're going through a lot of crap right now and I'm sorry that you have to. I don't like seeing you hurt, physically, emotionally, mentally or spiritually. You know that I'll always be here for you. I would skip school for you if only to make you feel better about something. You bring out the kid in me more than anyone else has and I thank you for that. Love ya <3

2. I don't even know where to begin with you...and I mean that in a good way. You're one of the best guys that I have ever met. You've always been there. Even during the times that you seemed to disappear, I never forgot you. You mean the world to me and I care for you more than words can express. You make me smile without even trying. I become immensely calm when talking to you, especially if something were bothering me. I don't know how you do it...you just do. You're the reason my heart skips a beat...or several when you say or do something. You are one of the few, if not the only, people who can top my "she said's" and witty remarks with flying colors. I know I can tell you anything and you know that you can tell me anything. Trust me. I apologize for whatever hair-brained nonsense I spout off in the future. I am sure that it will happen. It won't be easy, especially when it seems like half the world is for us and half of it is against us. We have a long road ahead of us, but I promise that I will give it all that I have. You deserve that much, if not more.

3.You make me laugh. And that's a good thing. I think I cried, I laughed so hard(woke my sister up too). You are beautiful and you will see that someday. Your secrets are safe with me – mum's the word and all that. You share my addiction to coke, which is awesome. God forbid we go through withdrawals. We have talked about random things until way past our bed time and I swear those have been some of the best conversations that I have had in a very long time. I will stand up for you whenever you need me too, and even during the times that you probably wouldn't want me to. You're one of my best friends and like a little sister to me(even if you are taller -_-) and I would do anything for you. Even stowaway on a plane to visit you or get lost a thousand different times while driving to see you. Don't be surprised if I call fifty-thousand different times to figure out where I am.

4.You're hilariously awesome. Seriously. We have had some of the weirdest and most pointless conversations in the entire world. No is universal and you win every single time. One of these days though...I'll win. You just wait. Ducks are cool, you're just jealous and you know it. I have spread the Supernatural addiction onto you, along with “she said's” which I am ever so proud of. Our characters end up together more than eighty percent of the time and it's awesome, they just balance each other out extremely well. You've talked with me well after two in the morning when we're both delirious, makes for fun times. The yellow toaster conversation will remain lost forever(unfortunately), but it will be remembered forever. Thanks for being a great friend. One way or another we'll visit each other. ;D

5.You're a cool boss and friend. Just understand that it will take a long time for me to “break out of my shell”. People have tried it before and eventually gave up and left or resolved to just know me as best they could. Though I should learn not to agree to things after midnight...by that time I just don't care and will say/do anything. >_<

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And 25 random and most likely useless facts about me. Some you may already know...and some you might not. Who knows. :3 It's a long journal...sorry! I'm bored xD

1. I trip on thin air. Not even kidding. Feet, rocks, cords, dogs and the lot. I will trip on them. It's guaranteed. I am that clumsy.

2. I'm a movie soundtrack whore. Don't believe me? Just ask

3. I procrastinate like it's nobodies' business. And I know that I'm doing it and yet I don't do anything to keep myself from doing it over and over. Oh well...maybe one of these days I'll learn.

4. I have a great dislike/fear for docks. Just thinking of what could be under it...no fun. It takes me forever to jump off of one unless somebody randomly pushes me. And if they do...You don't even want to know. xD

5. I act all "big and bad" sometimes...but I'm really not. I'm too nice, even for my own good.

6. I suffer from a lot of pride. Not sure if it's a Texas thing or just me. But it takes a lot for me to accept help on most anything which can be really bad in the end. Especially if I really need the help.

7. I tend pull all-nighters with important papers and whatnot. Just the other night, I stayed up until five in the morning working on a Philosophy paper that I thought was due the next day. Turns out, it wasn't.

8. I'm a good ranting/listening block. Yet I have a harder time telling others about things and it builds up in the end to make me an emotional wreck. Which is not a fun thing. And I apologize to those who have to deal with me during that time.

9. I suffer slight depression. Some people probably think it isn't, but I do. Partly because I don't know what else to call it. One friend said that I was just "bored". Hah...I wish that had been it. I never know what causes these random spells or if I do find out it's long after I've come out of it. I only know if I'm going through a spell if I can't write or draw anything and I feel extremely tired.

10. I'm closer to my Internet friends than I am my friends in rl. Minus Drea, of course. I get more attached to people online so if something happens to them...it effects me just as much as it would if someone actually close to me had something happen to them.

11. I'm slightly OCD. Especially with my art stuff and my books. Art stuff just has to not "die". Books, if they're a series, have to be the same cover; all hardback or all paperback. I know, weird. Movies also have to be in alphabetical order and the cases have to be put back in their original spot, even when the movie is being watched...it keeps them from getting crushed. I promise, there is rhyme and reason to my ways. Most of the time.

12. I am a very indecisive person. I can't make decisions to save my life, unless it's of extreme importance or I'm in just the right mood or something. But most of the time, I'm extremely flexible.

13. I believe that supernatural things exist. This is anything that would be put into the "supernatural" category. Ghosts, vampires, werewolves, witches and the like. Anything and everything. Think I'm crazy? That's your beef.

14. I become more blunt when I stay up extremely late...like now. So things come off sounding more harsh, even if I don't mean for them to.

16. I suffer mild road rage. Slow drivers tick me off along with tailgaters. I hate running yellow lights and used to cross my fingers when going through and intersection. Now if I pass through a yellow light, I knock in the roof three times...still don't know what it's supposed to do though.

17. I'm slightly superstitious. Mainly with just knocking on wood if I don't want something to happen. So far it's worked and I won't stop.

18. I am not a fan of ladders. Not because of the height, but because I don't trust them. Especially the older more rickety ones that threaten to throw me if I lean too far or step on the wrong step. Maybe the step that says, "This is not a step!" is one of those? If so, I'm doomed.

19. I cannot play DDR. I tried it at the theater with Drea and accidentally chose the hardest level(go me) and made a fool out of myself between her, my sister and I. Lowest score, 230. Oh. Yes. Be jealous. ;3

20. I'm more spiritual than I am religious. I've become more open minded to a lot of things and try not to shut things out completely. People can ask me questions which I will do my best to answer and if I don't know the answer, I'll find out what it is.

21. To me, the movies that can move me to tears are probably the best. The Notebook, Armageddon, Pearl Harbor(sometimes) and most recently, The Time Traveler's Wife. I put myself in the character's shoes and imagine what they may be feeling and I usually cry because of it.

22. I am a fan of the Texas Rangers even though I have never been to any of their games. My uncle got me a poster when I was a baby and had it autographed by a few of the players, along with the coach's baseball card which is also autographed. It's hanging on the wall just in front of my bed. And baseball is about the only sport that I enjoy, and can actually play.

23. Despite how many times I've fallen off a horse or beat myself up walking into walls and falling up or down stairs, I have never broken a bone. -knock on wood- I hope to keep it that way.

24. I can sew...sort of. I don't really know how to work the sewing machine(it intimidates me) but I'm good with cross-stitching and fixing pants with holes in them. One of these days, I'll come up with a grand idea to make a dress or something and actually tackle the sewing machine. Wish me luck whenever that happens.

25. Last one! Once, I locked three keys in my car. My set and the two spares. That takes extreme talent right there. AAA is my hero. It also takes talent to get yourself locked in the bathroom of your house... and then feel like a ninja when you use a coat hanger to unlock it.

Yay!!! I'm done. I was running out of things to say. XD

Reward!